To first catch up, I loved spending the Turkey Day holiday with my family and husband. It was so nice... I miss them terribly, but I sure do love my life with my husband... And I am more than excited to go see my family in Fresno for Christmas!!! :)
I am really freaking tired of hearing people complain and bitch about their fucking children and how they never have any time anymore, and all they want is some time to themselves... Like really? What the fuck did have kids for then??? I swear the next person to bitch about their kids or pregnancy will get a piece of my mind and that will most likely be last of that friendship.
I am driving SIX hours (which I don't mind so much anymore) JUST TO TRY TO GET PREGNANT!!!!!!!!! I would love for someone to walk in my shoes for a month and feel the extreme disappointment and emotions that goes along with trying to conceive... I so love my husband, he's got humor that I need and gives me all the support and love in the world... We were joking the other night and he says to me, "Babe, I think we're going about this the wrong way, maybe if we do drugs and drink, go on welfare and party all the time, it will happen and you will get pregnant..." I LOVE THIS! He's soooo right... People who do crack and heroin get pregnant all the time... LOL... No, I'm kidding, we'd never do that of course...
After the bad news that this cycle was freaking pretty much a bust... I am feeling angry and sad, but also positive and hopeful for the next cycle... It's such an up and down roller coaster of emotions...On top of that, I've decided that as a Colorado native, I hate freaking Texas drivers... They suck... But on the up side I DID NOT hit any deer today!!! :)
So in the Army wives community, there are some that can be sooo gosh darned bitchy and ridiculous! If someone hit's your garage door, I'd expect them to pay for it, and if I hit someones, I'd pay for it also... My point is, people act so much higher than thou and hoity toity... UGH! We're having our battalion Xmas party Friday so I am excited for that, and I'm cooking a ham and a side dish... I wish more people would be pumped up about this kind of stuff because it's so important to have Army pride especially at an Airforce base!!!! BOO. LOL.
OMG!!!! the Broncos coach was FIRED!!! PRAISE the LORD!!!! Okay, I hope my stinkin' Broncos get their shit together now!!!!!!!!!! I almost tempted to start rooting for Dallas... Omg...
I am reading the second book right now, "assholes finish first", it's the second book by Tucker Max after he wrote "I hope they serve beer in hell"... He's so chauvinistic and gross, but I LOVE IT!!!!!! I think I've got portions of my brain that are more along the lines of a man than woman... HAH!
I really can't wait to see my hub's fam! I am so lucky to have such wonderful in-laws... And God Bless my mother in-law for being such a good lady to everyone!
Knowing that I have family and friends to lean on during TTC, makes this journey much more bearable... Kat, you are so awesome and have made my day so much better many times when I needed a life me up, or just someone to vent to... You so rock. :) Thanks Hunny! I always tell my hubby and parents thank you for their support, so I won't mention it again... :) I think I may go get a bottle of wine... I feel deserving and lush-ish (hehehe) tonight! :)
For now... This is Kate signing off... My thought for the day... "You bring your Karma to you..."
